I don't know whether I'm a doomer or bloomer. But I'll identify myself as neither of the two. I just want myself and people in general to survive. I don't want folks to suffer because I've seen what suffering does to people. Just because folks manage certain ordeals, it doesn't mean that they're fine after. But, then again, I understand the necessity of life challenges. Without them, what does this all mean?         I like how these so-called "Bloomers" have a positive outlook. Yet I also appreciate the realism of Doomers when they acknowledge the possibility of overshoot. I mean, you can't be happy all the time, right? Also, it's useless to always feel depressed and the victim of unfortunate circumstances. In between those things is fine.

               I know a lot of people are visiting restaurants these days because it's now considered safer. Every time the government implements the General Community Quarantine, cases go up. It's obvious why, though. When certain folks get out of their houses and travel, the troubles start. Infected individuals who are asymptomatic spread the disease unknowingly. Likewise, some of those who know that they've got COVID-19 care more about getting well than spreading the sickness to others. These are enough reasons why I continue to stay indoors when eating.                I have to admit; I do order food online sometimes despite the risks. Most of the time, though, I do my groceries by going to grocery stores. But, even though I do expose myself to risks, I make sure to reduce my chances of becoming ill. I cook my food when I already have ingredients.                Sure, I'm not an expert at food preparation. But at least I try to fix my meals. Also, I miss having fast

               Let me describe to you what I saw when I went out to visit the grocery nearby. The experience was so surreal that I still can't believe the pandemic happened.                Anyway, when I got out of the house to leave the confines of the community, all was well. It's the same old thing: typical houses, nosy neighbors, barking dogs, and stray cats everywhere. Also, unlike before, there are only a few trikes picking up passengers within the village subdivision. (You can't even request for a driver to drop by your place or fetch you somewhere anymore. That's because of the high demand for them.) But it's how it was after passing the boom barrier that bothered me.                In the outdoors, there aren't a lot of people around. Those who are there have face shields and face masks on. Some carry their belongings on their side while others put on knapsacks. When you pass by strangers, they don't even bother to look at you in the eye or have a g

               Many are saying that it's the end times now but I doubt that that's true. There's an incurable disease at the moment and that's about it. People are working hard to find a vaccine to address the situation. Also, it's very unproductive to preoccupy one's self with such trivial matters. Science may not be perfect but it sure beats mysticism. Folks in the pharmaceutical and medical industries are doubling their efforts. Their goal is to make everything alright. Sometimes, though, the bad news gets to you. Humans are social beings and happenings affect us even when we're not conscious about it.                 Social media can indeed be overwhelming sometimes and I struggled to ignore the news too. People share a lot of negativeness and it's depressing. But I started writing and it helped me vent off my emotions. Regardless of the gossips that I heard and the headlines that I read, I became fine. Scribbling down stories on a blank sheet made m

               I've been single for quite some time now and things have been a whole lot better. Sure, my last romantic relationship was fun, but it had problems that made the breakup inevitable. My ex was helpful enough to support me get back on my feet when I was down and out but likewise limited my potentials somehow. Because we're not together anymore, I'm able to pursue my interests and passions. But it's not just losing the past romance which I'm thankful for. Treating some friends as casual acquaintances helped too. Having fewer companions gave me more time for myself and my family. In fact, because of the seemingly bad things that have happened to me, I was able to strengthen my relationship with my parents.                Survivalism is something that my former friends and recent ex didn't like very much. They saw it as a form of paranoia but I defended the movement like I guarded a close buddy of mine. I always believed that it's essential to give